Kavyanjali

I thought and thought But let it park For the earth itself- is a big question mark. Why does it go round- around the sun? Any intention? Or just for fun? Won't the people from Russia  come tumbling down,  and Fall in Malaysia  and mess up the town? How come the Earth started-  moving by the way?  Someone pushed it someday-  and it just rolled away? How does it move on  dodging the stars?  never collides with Venus  nor with Mars. Yeah! the earth is weird  so I better stop thinking  Before it drives me crazy  I am giving in. 

Can't you hear them wail? Can't you see in those innocent eyes- A plea for help? I can. Don't you have a heart? Don't you feel that pain; excruciating? I do. Are you even human?yes?  but I don't see how? A boisterous monstrous breed you are camouflaged by a human face;  slaughtering innocent lives and butchering hopes and dreams. And here I am, faint hearted crushed by my convictions handcuffed by laws and bound by the fences deafened by those silent screams trying in vain to help, still helpless.    

I am lost in the pages of the book I adore but I swear this has never happened before. I can't find my way back, not that i want to; stay here put? oh! that I would love to. It's amazing to dive in these word mines but I think I have crossed some 'story lines' I pushed the lead aside, now I kind of rule this earth and all the mean ones in here have been stabbed to death Everything in here seems way too good I  took the 'draught of delight' more than I could but how can I live here smiling, for ages,  pull me back, I'm somewhere in those unread pages.

I deeply wish it was only a lie, told to me to make me cry. I'd give away anything I own, just to hear it was all a lie don't you see, it really hurts? please tell me it's just a lie. Thoughts linked to her sweet memories,  I sit here still blinded by her face; her last words still echoing in my ears- "you take care and better be safe". cursing myself , I wish in vain if only I had told her the same. I know people leave and I can't help, I know my tears couldn't bring her back, I know I'll never see her again but it's wounding my heart and it can't be healed and  still I am yearning desperately to hear 'she's not left, it was just a lie'.

Hey, hope you are doing well  Been busy nothing much to tell.                  I miss you deep from my heart I wish time’d never split us apart. Bit of a stubborn bragging about your new toy? Shedding fake tears for gaining a piece of joy? I wish I could be so naïve and care free as you are, Then I’d’ve never known what the world is really like. At times you make me jealous you see, You’ve nothing to care about, you’re always free Loved by all and you do love them all You’ve never known hatred and betrayal at all. I wish I could ‘board the time’ Join you there and be who I really was. But it seems I’ve travelled so far And the door to your world is never ajar. You dream about scaling heights a lot You wish to grow up fast but you’d rather not. If it’s growing up’s what has made me this Stay where you a...

Say “sorry I don’t agree” Then you’re out of the team, For they don’t like people who think of their own. Say “I think you’d better do this” Then you’re the worst thing that ever happened, For they don’t want people who’d give them a better life. Say “guess what? I won” Then you suck little looser, For they don’t like people who scale great heights. Say “don’t be that cruel, just let it go” Then something’s wrong with you, For they don’t make out people who are kind at heart. Better be good and left alone Than pawn your mind and be one of their kind, For they don’t want friends but hearts to play around.

  It hurts when your words Possess no form; Your hidden words like thorns Prick deep in my soul. Crucified by your silence I cry in agony. If I ever made you mad Just fire it off; No matter what you say It won’t hurt so long. If you are troubled Just let me know; I’ll be glad to help Just so you know. You keep silence for ages And I’ll be dying inside. Once your words are mute, I tend to hear them in vain. I’ll drown deep in woes For the rest of my life.