Kavyanjali

I deeply wish it was only a lie, told to me to make me cry. I'd give away anything I own, just to hear it was all a lie don't you see, it really hurts? please tell me it's just a lie. Thoughts linked to her sweet memories,  I sit here still blinded by her face; her last words still echoing in my ears- "you take care and better be safe". cursing myself , I wish in vain if only I had told her the same. I know people leave and I can't help, I know my tears couldn't bring her back, I know I'll never see her again but it's wounding my heart and it can't be healed and  still I am yearning desperately to hear 'she's not left, it was just a lie'.

Hey, hope you are doing well  Been busy nothing much to tell.                  I miss you deep from my heart I wish time’d never split us apart. Bit of a stubborn bragging about your new toy? Shedding fake tears for gaining a piece of joy? I wish I could be so naïve and care free as you are, Then I’d’ve never known what the world is really like. At times you make me jealous you see, You’ve nothing to care about, you’re always free Loved by all and you do love them all You’ve never known hatred and betrayal at all. I wish I could ‘board the time’ Join you there and be who I really was. But it seems I’ve travelled so far And the door to your world is never ajar. You dream about scaling heights a lot You wish to grow up fast but you’d rather not. If it’s growing up’s what has made me this Stay where you are amidst the bliss You are what you