Kavyanjali

I keep on screaming but no one cares; bawling in the corner no one has a moment to spare Lost in their own world deaf, dumb and even blind No meets, no walks, no talks; I'd rather hit pause and rewind. It's a virtual world there's no time to stop and talk I'm stuck amidst the unfeeling robots  and it makes me choke.  I doubt if I even exist or am I just totally invisible? I wish I could befriend a human though the odds are too feeble.

Praise me for what I never did blame me for what I never said You'll regret, I am imploding with anger I'll trigger my barrel and you'll never know. You know to play with words Shouting them out loud But I don't speak 'Loser' I possess a weapon  even more powerful ; 'Silence' Mark your boundaries, tie your fences, Stay where you are and we are all good. One wrong move and it's your strike on my list And you won't even guess what I will bring down

We get one, ask for ten It’s in the human blood Never happy with what we have ‘Cos wants over satisfaction equals infinity. Compare and complain, Dream high in vain That's how we are programmed And we think life is a disaster. We like what we don’t have What we have, tops our hate lists What does satisfaction mean? Clueless; haven’t encountered it yet. Wants are endless; pointless Leaving us with shattered dreams  A little effort to find contentment Qualified as saints we become.

One mistake and now everything is at stake, I never did think such a mess it would make It was just a mistake. Now every prying eyes are set on me and the blame is bestowed upon me After all it was my mistake. I curse myself; wishing it was a dream and I blink and realize, everything's real. It can't be undone I have to carry this burden with me, till this memory dies Now I have one more thing to worry about; this mistake that I made. You learn from mistakes they say but what if I've learned enough? I keep obsessing over it sighing and weeping  For days, maybe months. I know I will regret this not the mistake I made but the days I ruined crying over it. It's time I realized it's not the end of anything it's just a mistake and everyone makes it.

The restless mind clinging on to desires can never find contentment  keeps jumping hither and tither

 The beauty embodies attired in tranquility  fluttering gracefully in the winds of ecstasy     

I fell off that cliff but I did survive; your taunts and jeers killed me but I did revive. You can keep on mocking now that you've got a chance; but I will keep on walking I've got other plans. There is a day at the end of every night so I won't let my hopes die; I fell hard on the ground but I will fly again, high in the sky. I cant blame my luck but of course you can make a joke I know I can get over this even though I am emotionally broke. I have a bright future ahead  there's no time to wail and whine; The sun has slipped deep into the sea only to rise again and shine.